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Public Apology
Public Apology
I have been online only to check my emails since Monday because Catalog has been crazy, Fashion Fest is here and exams are next week. Upon logging in tonight though, I was directed to a blog to which an entire entry was written dedicated to me. Honoured as I am, the following is my 2 cents worth:
Because I'm not afraid to say sorry, just like how I'm not afraid to diss people on my blog, here is a public apology long due.
I will not diss you, Darelle. In fact, I now have so much respect for you for writing my name in full glory [though spelt wrongly, it's Fazillah] and listing down all that you have against me. I beg to differ against certain things that you've listed of course, but I take my hats off. For the guts to tell me to the face what you feel about me.
So here it is, in full pride and glory, so the people who have read my bitchy posts can read this: To Danielle, Darelle, Mas and whoever else I INTENTIONALLY dissed on my blog [this, with the exception of Brianna. will explain tt later], I apologise. I admit - it was childish and stupid for me to have written the two posts, which garnered the record traffic for fuzzie.blogspot.com, on which I publicly bitched about the blogs and the blog owners in mass comm. But again, I'm sorry.
There, I've said it. Now, I'd like to continue clarifying several things, amongst the current post that you have.
1. When I mentioned the 'Life is about chocolates...' quote, it was in reference to olden day English chocolates when labels were not invented. Story books have instilled in me the idea that chocolates then come in boxes where people have no idea what's inside, and since the quotes we use now are in reference to the life then, I assumed that this is what it is. Of course, I'm accepting your reasoning as well here. And thanks for the fact on chocolates, I dont read Newpaper much, you see.
2. I will not deny that I wrote whatever you listed, but for heaven's sake, I dont put my archives up not because I'm afraid that you'll check it. I dont put my archives up because I choose not to. And if you just do what Weicong does to all other blogs that doesnt have comments: use the url from another blog archive and swap the username with mine. Simple as that. Try it if you'd like.
3. My favourite bit - "Humans are fundamentally selfish creatures who care about no one but themselves." Oh please don't drag the whole human race into this. Just because you are selfish and insensitive enough to send your whole Newswriting group an email telling them, in presence of 8 other people what their flaws are, and in doing so, embarrass and humiliate them, it doesn't mean that the rest of the world is like that you know. I have, in fact, in the Sent folder of my Yahoo! mail account the very email that I had sent out.
First of all, funny how I thought I had apologised and all airs were cleared as of last semester's newspaper project. Obviously, in reference to your social group, perhaps a certain Samantha [perhaps, i say, no?] has been bringing up things of the past.
Secondly. In the email, I listed everything that was flawed or had to be reworked as the editor of the newspaper. Everything for everyone. I did not point out a single flaw out of a single person and email it to 8 other people. Mind you, I did not even point out the individual's personal flaw, I pointed out the flaw in her article.
It is by the Asian nature that we take things a little too personally and horror of all horrors, I receive an email from a sub ed, highlighting that someone, in which of course, meaning her very good friend, has been hurt by the email. In response, I sent out two emails, one to the group and one personally to the person who had obviously been offended. And one at the end of everything to clear things up. Obviously, things have not settled. Perhaps we should take this face-to-face, no?
And no, Darelle, just in case you got it wrong, I'm not referring to you. Just certain people who have things against me since the newspaper project and dont have the same amount of guts as you do to tell me as it is.
Of course, if not for Kuthsiyya's amazing layout and my decisions as an editor, I doubt we'd have gotten ANYTHING near a B+. Or perhaps we could have gotten an A if the sub editor was the editor instead. Who'd know, really.
And if you don't think humans are fundamentally selfish creatures, then fine. But in my point of view, I'd say you haven't seen the world enough.
4. I don't diss people on how they look. I know you can't change your God-given features. I diss people on how they dress, how they carry themselves and what they have written on their blogs.
5. My spelling may not be flawless, but in no way have I spelt denim as 'demin' and whatthehellnot. Oh, and words that are joined together happens alot in local magazines. of course, you read Newpaper, so I can't blame you about that.
And I'll let it rest at that. So, thank you Darelle, for letting it out louder and clearer than it has ever been. And once again, I'm sorry. And yes, it's the last of me intentionally dissing people who've done no harm to me on my blog.
But for the record, here is to those who have tagged Darelle's post [with the exception of ahnian, with whom ive cleared stuff]. I am appalled by your cowardice. I would really love to tell you to fuck off and die the next time I see you, but I shall refrain myself from verbal or physical violence.
And yes, a note Brianna, who has been finding ALOT [from someone who is most likely a classmate of mine] about me, most of which surprisingly untrue:
i.e.:
1. I never said I hated pink, in fact my two fave colours ARE purple and pink.
2. I never denounced my race. I would correct people in fact, when they assume that I'm Malay because of my name. Ask people around me, I'd say "No, Im Indian. Indian Muslim."
3. You should have seen the state of ill written, handwritten work I got for Medisoc that I said was shit and returned to the owner. Of course, considering you, you wouldnt know what's good and otherwise, no?
4. I'm fat AND I have a ass too big for your life. Tough luck, no?
Brianna dahhhlin, you mentioned you're not offended and I should try harder. HMMM, lemme guess, so you were the one trying to play dirty and sent in the survey form at Catalog website with comments about despising me, the magazine and my huge ass. GET A LIFE and try something smarter. Honestly, tagging on Weicong's blog dont make you any smarter either. And you don't stand a chance against Weicong alone, think about what happens if we join forces against you.
It's about time you slip on a banana peel and slip, dahling.
That is about it. I rest my case here and I'll not retort to any more comments/ entries on blogs. Cramps my style too much. On another note,
1. to the less bastardized population of humanity [namely mass comm lah] good luck for your exams.
2. to Jon Jonsson fans [or the curious] who have been ceaselessly pestering me for the photos,I can't post it on my blog cos' our client, Nike, has qualms about that. Leave me your contact or email it to me and I'll send you the link for URL photos
3. I'll be busy attending shows and doing PR for Catalog for Fashion Fest and mugging for exams. After exams, I'll be jetsetting for a week or so, so dont expect an update till I'm up and running again full-time at Catalog.
4. I'll leave you with photos of the newborn kitties me, my cousins and Jeremy attempted to save real soon, though. One died two days ago and the other died this morning; the vet said it was a 20% chance of survival without the mom. Poor Jeremy's mourning.
Until some other time, later!
posted by Fuzzy @ 23:22
Comments:
hey...see...u can be a nice person...and i don't mind having you as a friend...and i don't mind asking all the people u dissed to do the same thing...hehe! cheerioz!
# posted by 
: 1:56 pm
: 1:56 pm
Until i re-read that post, i can't be sure you actually dissed me, but it seems you did...or so, or not. Doesn't matter to me because your blog is like entertainment, it's engaging. Until your words get entangled into other people's feelings. Which makes it more interesting. wow. but difficult for blog-readers to read lah. So i'd say, i don't care if you dissed me because why should i care? haha, it's a blog, it's entertainment, it's expression. Nevertheless, i suggest you make individual comments, if you have to, on the individual's blog, not your record-breaking blog ar. As a note, people you know may not be big now, but you never know what happens in the future right?
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